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Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
2:12 am	ahh~ See you guys at AC ! make sure you look for this guy if he comes out ;) "meeeeraah rah rah rahh?" ------------------------------ Thank you for all those who message back to me this evening, I have a drive mate to go to AC with and we are heading there hopefully arrive around 11pm, maybe a little later. And this restaurant for breakfast http://www.roadfood.com/Restaurant/Revi ews/322/delucas I was surprised how big their size is, I remember Recca and Tilt showed some interest to it. The only thing is it's a little far and might need a ride there~~~~ :\ Anyways, see you there and hope to meet all my old friends, and of course love to meet new ones too, I will be most likely stick around with foxwell and tilt most of the time. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 27th, 2009
1:51 pm	Go this place during AC? hmmm tempting~ http://www.roadfood.com/Restaurant/Reviews/322/delucas (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 24th, 2009
1:18 am	Recent updates Two weeks back I went home for my mom's 60's Birthday (on 13th weekend). It went pretty well, I made my mom this Before my family came to US, I made my mom a bunch of origami flowers on my high school graduation (wasn't far from her birthday), she was sad that she didn't brought it to America so I said to her, I will make another one. She liked it :3 We invited some friends over for dinner, they took their new born baby with them and my parents were entertained by the baby..... *sighs* after dinner the friends asked me when will I get a baby? I just laughed back both to them and to my parents and say oh well not at the moment, deep in my heart I was really sad. My mom is the only person knows that I am gay, and she does not approve it. For her it's a shame that she can never bring it up to friends to talk about, there is no "why" or "why not", she just can't. It hurts that my mom still have hope in me that I will one day turn back straight/normal. I don't and never had a boyfriend, I can't really prove to her it's OK to be gay or prove to her I have been loved, to worth being a person to have interest in the same sex. There was a lot of guilt in my heart when I saw how happy my parents are with the baby, it's really their time to be grandparents now. Father's day was like that too, we visited another house and they had young guests visited, my parents really had a good time paying attention to the kids........My parents are nice caring people, they don't really deserve their son to be gay and have no grandchild in the future......I do have a sister but the chance she gets any child is a little over 0 right now. Many people had told me it's my life and I have to be myself. I love my parents, I hope they are happy, I hope me being gay would be the only regret they have when they die. I felt so sorry and cried a few times alone. A lot of people in this country.......or I should say people in general around the world, turned their backs on friends and family or even beloved ones, just because some wrong decision was made by the friends or family. I am still surprised how people can just wipe out all the good things their friends and family did because of some bad decisions were made by them? Do we forget how sweet the beloved ones used to be just because they are not the same way anymore today? When people be good to me, I remember. If you give me a really ugly drawing to express friendship, I remember. If you give me a hug on my birthday, I remember. If you be angry and argue with me, I would still remember the good you did for me and don't break the bond no matter what. But if one day I gets upset with you, would you still be my friend, remember what I did for you, and take whatever I dump on you? I can only wish..... For what my parents did to me, I really can't just turn my back on them and start my own life even though I do not live at home anymore. They act more like my friends when we first got here, I was depressed and alone before I could drive out to see friends. I had so much pressure in school and between two languages I wasn't doing well, they understood and did not gave me more pressures if they didn't had to. After all, if my parents never took me to United States, you probably wouldn't meet me or even know who is Kofu at all. For that you have to give them some credit. I wish my parents can understand me, and not reject or afraid of me when they know the true me, one day. -------------------------------------------- Sorry for my rant, I hope to know if people have same problems here and know any solutions? btw who will I see at AC next week? (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 5th, 2009
1:44 am	So Elliot's :3 Hey ahh so hopefully I remember everything. kody_wolf took me to the airport right after lunch on Friday, everything from fly to land at Orlando went pretty smooth, can't believe I worked at this place last year :P that was really hard cord! Kalahari/Rasco was waiting for me at the airport when I landed, really nice of him came to pick me up *hugs tight*. By then I already missed all the fun spot fun, but I didn't missed the surprise! Many of you probably already read other people's journal who went to ELE's, ELE host invited Avenue Q crew to perform for JUST US at the event!! and some (or all) of them were original cast and they sound exactly like what it was like on the album!! OMG such a big surprise :D due to time and stage space they didn't do the full show but instead they performed most songs from the musical. The most awesome thing was that when we were yelling and screaming, the performers on stage waited for us to do our screaming...........it was kind like Rocky Horror kind atmosphere, I sing along a few times, hope people around me didn't realized ^^"" Later Rasco was hungry and a bunch other people were going out for dinner, but I didn't want let Rasco wait so we went by ourselves to Taco Bell.....oh joy of waiting in drive through line after close hour >_>;; Other than Avenue Q and dinner there were not much going on Friday night, I hanged in lobby with JD Tzup, ahh raccoon, Nbowa, Convoy, and a leon/chicken I stayed in lobby and made sure there were nothing going on very late, finally got bored and went sleep. Saturday was pretty fun. Went to fursuit head construction section and worked on the foam block. I have never drew concept art before, never drew on foam, never used turkey slice knife before, and they all happened at the construction section LOL, thank you kiowolf's and nerfcoyote's big help very very much, at the end of the day no one got it nearly done haha XD but here is the result so far Hopefully I will find sometime to finish it :3 not quite sure what animal and what color it's going to be (going to be a canine) but~ I will figure that out later In the evening me JD, JW, Nbowa, Tzup, and earendil31, and a coon I don't remember his name >.< went to some Colorado house of beef for dinner, good meal with reasonable price :3 After we were done we went back to JD's room and play drinking game. I think this was probably my first social drinking among the furs ever! I know these guys were going easy on me my first time playing, but man, I hope I can drink with friends more often in the future :3 Sunday was soso, we got awesome Simba pancakes and some eggs, hushbrown and drink for breakfast. People were just there hanging around lobby or play video games (most of the people checked out of their rooms at this point, so no elsewhere to go) and wait for staff to give out wrist band and ticket for water park. It sucks every single time when there was water park event I always end up going for very short time, or not going at all, so was this time :P My flight was taken off about 7:30 PM and had to be there by 6PM. So, after we got there and tried to figure out my ride to airport, I wasn't even stayed in water for more than an hour, in fact I was pretty pissed >:P Well at least I got to grab some food before I left. Oh well~ if it has to be that way, let it be. Kalahari then again gave me a ride to airport, rest of the journey were bored on airplane. I had emotional highs and lows at the event, glad that highs beats the lows this time :3 all in all it was great seeing old friends and new faces. Looking forward to come back FL again any possible time ! ---------------------------- Side note: The other day me and co-workers went to a Thai place for lunch, we all ordered pah thai (some kind rice noodle stir fry with vege and meat), and it smells LIKE FREAKIN DEAD RAW CHICKEN!! HOLY *BEEP* I worked with lions and tigers before, I know how bad a dead chicken can smell like! (I guess they put too much fish juice in it) I finished my plate....to be polite and not waste food, my two co-workers didn't finished nearly half of the plate. I ordered adamami for aptz and it became our main food for lunch that day LOL so bad so sad~~ We went to burger king afterwards. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009
2:53 am	Happy Birthday to~~ My favorite meerkat timduru ^w^ *hugs Timmy tight and plays loud music* Love you Timmy, hope you will have lots of fun today (or this weekend if planned), you are the best ;) ALL YOU HUMANS WORSHIP THE MEERKAT GOOOOOOOOD !!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 1st, 2009
2:16 am	yay back home from Elliot's now, wish I could stay there a little longer....... Work tomorrow and hopefully a report on the event too :3 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
2:31 am	last weekend *blinx can't see* ( ohh hello :3 ) (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 7th, 2009
12:58 am	Tornado attacks Raleigh NC Yesterday (to be exact, 5/5 Tuesday) in the office I got a text message from my roommate saying "do not come home until weather is clear", as I was blinking I called him and found out there is a tornado watch, no biggie~ it's not like I have never been close to a tornado before and I wasn't really taking it seriously. Big mistake. After work kody_wolf and I went over to wally_wolf's place drop off some stuff, at the time the clouds got really dark and we could see the clouds got blow up into the sky (never seem anything like that). I decide to go to a local mall. On the way there I saw some pointy cloud "fingers" (according to Kody) poking down on ground not to far away, and it started to rain severely. I didn't aware the situation was really bad until we saw lighting strike continuously hitting really close to us, I freaked out really bad. We pulled off the exit and Kody turned on the radio found that we were actually driving directly into the tornado O_o;; I wasn't really capable of making any decision so I just follow Kody's car and we pulled in a gas station until everything passed............. was so useless when I freaked out.......... :( I hope everyone is doing alright, I don't really have much motivation to reply comments recently, things are picked up for me though, found the missing box, got some furniture in the room, going to hire a lawyer to take care of my case, so yah I don't really have much to complain at this point, next is to get my tax fixed. I realized being nice is good in general but does not really help too much in life, I still have a lot to improve.............I need big change *sighs and shakes head* Current Mood: ... (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
4:22 am	Dumb question Does anyone I know or anyone who knows me still have spot at AC? I am planing on arrive on Thursday night/Friday morning and leaving on Monday sometime I call it dumb question because I should have ask much earlier this year (and I did, but I need to look again :P) any lion takers? (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 2nd, 2009
3:17 am	!!! Today my roommate actually found my furry box in their room........so............*sigh of relief* although other things are not done yet , I feel much better already. Thank you for those who cheered me up in previous post, thank you Current Mood: speechless (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 1st, 2009
1:37 am	Bad luck please go away........... Just realized if you have a bunch random unfortunate things happen to you...........life can be depressing at some point. -Still got my minor traffic violation ticket issue, need to go ahead and pay it off, I don't want to bother go to court and try to have the police and judge humiliate me, I can see it's very possible. Fucking 171 dollars for a wrong turn. -My team member at work is an asshole, she does not care about work, and she slows a lot stuffs down which I have to wipe her butt and pick up everything she left after 5 everyday. -Moved everything from the old apartment but still have no furniture in my room, hopefully will be able to get some next week. -Found out my state return was a failure, in stead of getting extra money from the government I have to pay them back about 300 dollars. And I have no idea how to do it. -Booked flight ticket to King Elliot's for like $275 yesterday, went to work today and my coworker found a round trip ticket about $220. If that's not enough for me.......I went home today from work and tried to put some kid toy balloon in a container for my furry stuffs (a shoe box), and guess what? I couldn't find it. My room had only a desk for computer and everything else is in boxes, all my badges, hotel room keys, bandana, a hundred dollar bill somewhere in the box, some props for suiting....everything.....gone...., it's probably lost during our moving. In the future when you see me at cons I probably won't be wear anything like I used to, and you know why now. Hopefully it is in my roommate's room but I really don't think that's the case, the box is probably somewhere covered with piles of dirt and trash or maybe burned down into ashes. So much for 2 fursuits I got at FWA? please please please please please please give me a break...............and please give me back my furry shoe box. I wanna cry......god can you have mercy on me please? (18 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 26th, 2009
6:35 pm	Thank you finnishfox ^^ *hugs* Not too long ago I found that finnishfox upload a big pic and has many different characters on it, and Horay I am on it too !! LOL Thank you so much finnish *hugs tight* >w< Please go check his FA page, it's awesome :D http://www.furaffinity.net/user/finnishfox/ Current Mood: happy Current Music: :P (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 25th, 2009
11:31 pm	Happy 4/20 man !!! LOL I requested my friend chaosmine to help me draw a funny crazy eye rotating icon, and I think he actually finished it right around 4/20...........man am I high or what? LOL Thank you bud ! http://gallery.timduru.org/d/5572-1/kofu001_02.swf *sings raggae* btw I don't smoke :P Current Mood: cold (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 20th, 2009
2:30 am	some thoughts and updates A week before Easter I went down to FL with Kody wolf, to attend Tilt's camping trip, the drive was really long (especially when we hit a construction, 3 way road combines into one way) but we made it there by 4am, then slept in Tilt's cheetahmobile. Kellog brought 2 baby dolls for everyone's torture/energy release, good times good times lol Kellog and Antimon actually got some footage of us went Tubing and baby torturing, they should have some video post on their own journal, go check them out :3 Went to a friend of my family's for Easter meal, again like before it was very very formal no matter how much the family want to keep it normal. My family had a good time there, so was the family who invited us over. They are one traditional English family and usually asked for our company at Easter, Thanksgiving and Christmas; there were a lot of food and I got some with me. The rest of the day I took my parents to a new Asian grocery store opened not too long ago, but my father followed a wrong car and created some chaos, thank god it was not too bad. In the store they put wrong price tag on a lot of items (although quite cheap compare to a place we usually go) and spent ridiculous amount of time on recalculating what's in our basket, turns out we spent like 6~7 dollars more than we should. In general this Easter wasn't a great one for me and my family, but no one got too upset and it passed, all good now :3 Two more things I still have a "wrong turn on a one way street" ticket need to take care of, I could only made right turn but instead, I didn't realize there were no space on the idle, I made a left turn and drove towards direct to a police car, and of course he gave me this ticket. Anyone have any suggestions? looks like there is no way I can get out of this, I might just go pay up and try let it go. Next thing is I will be moving into a new apartment right across street with my current roommates. I probably will lost internet for a few days to about a week, but I shouldn't have much problem use my roommate's computer wish me luck on the ticket and the move please, thank you! and I flips fursuit video folder around on computer, saw some pretty old videos and.....sex y2k, got a lot mixed feeling about it. I am glad I can get to meet with people I like in the fandom in a relatively close distance (friendship), and the same time I am so sad some of my friends suffered because of this video.......this was totally uncalled for. Now I can see why people took the message even it's not 100% represent the fandom, I can see people shake head about it, and why people make big deal of it. I hope no media will hurt us anymore, and I wish my friends were never been hurt because of it. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 16th, 2009
9:04 pm	hmm catch up with things at FWA :) So let me try if I can still remember some highlights of this con~~ GOSH it's almost a month now :P ( words and image heavy under the cut ) (21 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 13th, 2009
12:11 am	Happy Easter everybody My Easter day didn't went that great, but in general not a bad one, could always be better/worse ;) people who did gig today hope it well for you guys ! hmmmm purple bunny nose nom/kisses :3 hmmmmm I miss Twilight >w< *purrs* (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 11th, 2009
2:19 am	cell phone question I have a Motorola V3c and I was trying to get my computer to charge the phone, and also tried to use my computer to look up any file I can back up from my phone, so far no luck Does anyone have any motorola v3c drive that will allow me to charge, and transfer files between the phone and computer? Please let me know or send me a copy of the program :3 any help is much appreciated ! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 6th, 2009
6:45 pm	yay I iz a lion :3 *purrr raoarrarar* You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You? Take the Test to Find Out. Please make the sun proud (Comment on this)
Friday, April 3rd, 2009
5:47 pm	off to camping going to FL this weekend, see you guys after I get back :3 (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
2:18 pm	lunch time !! XDDDDDDDDD So cute!! *chirps n squeaks* should I change my species to a rodent now ? Current Mood: hungry (14 Comments |Comment on this)